Saturday, July 29, 2006
roaming the imaginary spaces is my forte. this`s justifiable, definitely. i`m so susceptible to shipwrecks, making me nauseous and plain sick. aloof the far horizon of the setting sun, is the rising of another opportunity, but the heart is faint to clinch. beyond the fervors lie divine decrees, often sought but not discovered, till destiny approves. gently, i shall rest my soul and await the probable end-day-results, with no more questions. let mysteries lead the way this time. it shall be, thus far.
work ended at 9pm. my feet hurt but i still persevered and.. i finally got something for kor. super belated birthday present! nothing new. but what matters most should be the sincerity right, kor?
tomorrow`s pearl`s performance! all the best to her. will be there to support her with xinni and dar. hope this cheers her up abit. =) before that gonna bring rachel to the library. gonna have my strawberry milkshake from cafe galilee again. =) rebecca always says life`s great. well, maybe, when i have my strawberry milkshake in front of me tomorrow. i`m getting used to being alone soon. maybe what del said was right. anyways, thanks del also because of the nike discounts which is of advantage to me and pearl. gonna set preparation before class commences. shall sign up most probably the next few days. =)
.-*the happier `self is, the more pain `self feels.*-.
lunching with kor and k-ing with colleagues on sunday. gonna sing my heart out. for the rest of the time i`m working hard. my saviour is none other than myself?
miss you nights---westlife.
1:13 AM
roaming the imaginary spaces is my forte. this`s justifiable, definitely. i`m so susceptible to shipwrecks, making me nauseous and plain sick. aloof the far horizon of the setting sun, is the rising of another opportunity, but the heart is faint to clinch. beyond the fervors lie divine decrees, often sought but not discovered, till destiny approves. gently, i shall rest my soul and await the probable end-day-results, with no more questions. let mysteries lead the way this time. it shall be, thus far.
work ended at 9pm. my feet hurt but i still persevered and.. i finally got something for kor. super belated birthday present! nothing new. but what matters most should be the sincerity right, kor?
tomorrow`s pearl`s performance! all the best to her. will be there to support her with xinni and dar. hope this cheers her up abit. =) before that gonna bring rachel to the library. gonna have my strawberry milkshake from cafe galilee again. =) rebecca always says life`s great. well, maybe, when i have my strawberry milkshake in front of me tomorrow. i`m getting used to being alone soon. maybe what del said was right. anyways, thanks del also because of the nike discounts which is of advantage to me and pearl. gonna set preparation before class commences. shall sign up most probably the next few days. =)
.-*the happier `self is, the more pain `self feels.*-.
lunching with kor and k-ing with colleagues on sunday. gonna sing my heart out. for the rest of the time i`m working hard. my saviour is none other than myself?
miss you nights---westlife.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:13 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
BORN TO WIN
within me lies a power i believe in my dreams.
yes i was born a winner,
i can be what i want to be.
for as i`ve been given,
so many gifts you see.
i want to make my world a better place
and it all begins with me.
born to win,
born to win,
i was born to win.
for the seeds of greatness,
had been sown within.
i was born,
i was born to win.
within us lies a power,
we believe in our dreams.
as we are born winners,
we can be what we want to be.
for as we've been given,
together we'll see.
we can make our world a better place,
it begins with you and me.
we will strive together,
and touch the soul of every man.
we will reach the mountain top,
walking hand in hand.
born to win,
born to win.
we are born to win.
for the seeds of greatness,
have been sown within.
we are born,
we are born,
born to win!!!
xms students from year 2000 to 2002 should know this song. miss old xms culture, miss mr lee's songs, miss schoolmates and classmates.. miss loads of stuff. but really too bad, we can`t turn back time. so people, do cherish what you have now. one day you`ll miss them so much when the days are gone. =)
once, once it did happened.
at least.
*ai mei------rainie*
10:28 PM
BORN TO WIN
within me lies a power i believe in my dreams.
yes i was born a winner,
i can be what i want to be.
for as i`ve been given,
so many gifts you see.
i want to make my world a better place
and it all begins with me.
born to win,
born to win,
i was born to win.
for the seeds of greatness,
had been sown within.
i was born,
i was born to win.
within us lies a power,
we believe in our dreams.
as we are born winners,
we can be what we want to be.
for as we've been given,
together we'll see.
we can make our world a better place,
it begins with you and me.
we will strive together,
and touch the soul of every man.
we will reach the mountain top,
walking hand in hand.
born to win,
born to win.
we are born to win.
for the seeds of greatness,
have been sown within.
we are born,
we are born,
born to win!!!
xms students from year 2000 to 2002 should know this song. miss old xms culture, miss mr lee's songs, miss schoolmates and classmates.. miss loads of stuff. but really too bad, we can`t turn back time. so people, do cherish what you have now. one day you`ll miss them so much when the days are gone. =)
once, once it did happened.
at least.
*ai mei------rainie*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:28 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
the past had already gone. no matter what people may say now, the value depreciates. my heart still beats but the feeling somewhat differs. the fond memories will remain but i`d already moved on i supposed. the wind shall blow away the aftermath of everything and the stars are gonna guide me. i believe. =)
~don`t give up okies? hang on!
1:14 AM
the past had already gone. no matter what people may say now, the value depreciates. my heart still beats but the feeling somewhat differs. the fond memories will remain but i`d already moved on i supposed. the wind shall blow away the aftermath of everything and the stars are gonna guide me. i believe. =)
~don`t give up okies? hang on!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:14 AM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
just reached home from janice's house. sleeping soon after i blog. =)
went out to places with lele yesterday. first to tampines, then to marine parade and to changi airport. these 3 places brought me back from the present to the past. as we walked i reminisced. things changed. alot. but i am still me. =)
i need a pair of new shoes badly but i can`t find one which attracted me to it instantly. =(
well, it's ok, still had loads of fun with my lele!!! it's photos time again!
here we go.
1:27 PM
just reached home from janice's house. sleeping soon after i blog. =)
went out to places with lele yesterday. first to tampines, then to marine parade and to changi airport. these 3 places brought me back from the present to the past. as we walked i reminisced. things changed. alot. but i am still me. =)
i need a pair of new shoes badly but i can`t find one which attracted me to it instantly. =(
well, it's ok, still had loads of fun with my lele!!! it's photos time again!
here we go.
she`s lele. same age as me but look so much different, she`s so pretty ya?
we shared a strawberry cone from scoopz at marine parade. i love strawberries and ice-creams!!
at our first class airport!!!
they have tip-top clean restrooms too!!! ah, this`s a nice one `cos can`t see my ugly face!
T2`s viewing mall is opened. but the aeroplanes were further apart from our view. =( anyways the viewing mall sign is cute.
i`m watching the planes. when will i be able to embark on a journey on plane to Europe? will i be alone still? god knows.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:27 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
tomorrow's xinni and kor's 20th birthday!!! last sunday kinda celebrated for them already. 凡走过必留下痕跡!!! especially with this bunch of buddies. love them to bits. but pearl and jojo were not present. they were sorely missed!!! nonetheless, here are some of the pictures. *ahem, not processed though, in case someone threw sarcasms at me again. lols. *ta-dah!!!*
10:32 PM
tomorrow's xinni and kor's 20th birthday!!! last sunday kinda celebrated for them already. 凡走过必留下痕跡!!! especially with this bunch of buddies. love them to bits. but pearl and jojo were not present. they were sorely missed!!! nonetheless, here are some of the pictures. *ahem, not processed though, in case someone threw sarcasms at me again. lols. *ta-dah!!!*
the ladies and gentleman present. =)
the 2 birthday stars. Kor and Xinni. born in different lands just an hour apart!!! not a couple though, but we always make fun of them 2!
of course we won`t forget the neo-print machines. but these are`nt neo-prints. we made use of the nice backgrounds and lighting plus my cammie's self timer with kor as the photographer. =) love the bottom snap most!!! everyone`s so photogenic!
oh, that day it was raining. kor helped me to carry the umbrella. hello kitty umbrella somemore! so i shun bian asked him to pose for me at the mandarin hotel there then i took this photo. cute bahs? xDxD
needless to say, me and kor at "nan bei". the name does`nt really sounds nice though. -.-
me and dar winnie. =)) muacks. so paiseh, she kissed me in front of so many people!!! KL, jealous nots?
me and dar meihua on the train back. *huggies*
had a great day that day before something changed my mood. i love my buds to bits. i swear!
del, hopefully i can accomplished what you've advised me. hope you cheer up too. =))) i wan to meet up my jc classmates too. and DI girls! my mum says she wants to see me happy. yanfang, ni yao jiayou oh! i can only encourage myself. sad rite? =(
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:32 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
torn apart between the good and evil.
salvation pleaded, however, not yet granted.
demagnetise the poles.
me ain`t gonna speak now.
chocolates and ice-creams please do me that favour.
9:57 PM
| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
was so bored till i went to do this test. bleahs. =P
just came back from the dentist. alright, the dentist was trying to scare me. he was telling me if i don`t wear my removable temporary braces, i would have to undergo the extraction of 3 teeth. -.- abit jittery but i thought about the operation i had last year to remove my ingrown canine, my jitters went away. =) that was like he drilled a hole in my upper gums and i was WIDE AWAKE? well, nevermind, i`d better work harder by wearing my braces all the time except during meal breaks? then in another half a year or so, i can be on normal braces already..!!! time really flies ya?
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 9:57 PM
1:18 AM
torn apart between the good and evil.
salvation pleaded, however, not yet granted.
demagnetise the poles.
me ain`t gonna speak now.
chocolates and ice-creams please do me that favour.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:18 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO ANGELA!
just removed my make-up and took my bath. it`s so refreshing after being so sticky for the day. was out to celebrate angela's birthday today. initially the plan was to go clubbing which i was not exactly very keen about. well, nonetheless the idea was aborted. decided on k box instead. however, the ladies complained that the hours given by k box were too short and the price was slightly more pricey. so they wanted to retrieve the idea of clubbing again. well, 2 ladies did`nt have proper shoes so it seemed rather impossible to club. since we were already in town, we walked over to party world to enquire about the packages they offer. settled down for that, FINALLY. had a great time snapping and k-ing. melice asked me to join project superstar, i almost puke. who says we cant have the clubbing mood unless we go for it? well, we sang and danced inside our room. like mad women. i simply love k-ing. but today nobody sing duets with me. =( the songs i know they don`t know, vice versa. but still enjoyed myself thoroughly.
hopefully one day i can k with all my dearies(dar, zhutou, pearl, jojo and xinni) and my brothers(will and wick) oso. we hardly catch up nowadays. =( but tomorrow gonna meet most of the above mentioned, for lunch. i`m charging my camera battery so tomorrow can take loads of photos with them! my camera played tricks on me just now. sick to mention it. so sad. oh ya, tomorrow gonna wake up early as well to bring my tuition kids to the library. it`s heart warming to know they still bother to read. for janice i know, for rachel`s case, i bet tomorrow she`s going to borrow some comical books or magazines. if i reccommend her any books she'll sure to give me excuses like when she delays the homework given to her. -.- wondering how it will be like for the 2 girls to meet up tomorrow. hehes. in anticipation.
luke from WLNY says he wants to meet up. how? if i heck care like how i heck care the insurance guy who asked me out this afternoon, will it be like i`m darn mean? i`m so busy, no time for them. =) want to spend more time with my family and close friends, that`s all.
i`ve slowly moved on. today i`ve made a small improvement again, proud of myself. *grinnies*
and in advance,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO WICKY KOR AND XINNI ON THE 12TH OF JULY!!!
pictures? till then... =))
soaked with emotions.
2:33 AM
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO ANGELA!
just removed my make-up and took my bath. it`s so refreshing after being so sticky for the day. was out to celebrate angela's birthday today. initially the plan was to go clubbing which i was not exactly very keen about. well, nonetheless the idea was aborted. decided on k box instead. however, the ladies complained that the hours given by k box were too short and the price was slightly more pricey. so they wanted to retrieve the idea of clubbing again. well, 2 ladies did`nt have proper shoes so it seemed rather impossible to club. since we were already in town, we walked over to party world to enquire about the packages they offer. settled down for that, FINALLY. had a great time snapping and k-ing. melice asked me to join project superstar, i almost puke. who says we cant have the clubbing mood unless we go for it? well, we sang and danced inside our room. like mad women. i simply love k-ing. but today nobody sing duets with me. =( the songs i know they don`t know, vice versa. but still enjoyed myself thoroughly.
hopefully one day i can k with all my dearies(dar, zhutou, pearl, jojo and xinni) and my brothers(will and wick) oso. we hardly catch up nowadays. =( but tomorrow gonna meet most of the above mentioned, for lunch. i`m charging my camera battery so tomorrow can take loads of photos with them! my camera played tricks on me just now. sick to mention it. so sad. oh ya, tomorrow gonna wake up early as well to bring my tuition kids to the library. it`s heart warming to know they still bother to read. for janice i know, for rachel`s case, i bet tomorrow she`s going to borrow some comical books or magazines. if i reccommend her any books she'll sure to give me excuses like when she delays the homework given to her. -.- wondering how it will be like for the 2 girls to meet up tomorrow. hehes. in anticipation.
luke from WLNY says he wants to meet up. how? if i heck care like how i heck care the insurance guy who asked me out this afternoon, will it be like i`m darn mean? i`m so busy, no time for them. =) want to spend more time with my family and close friends, that`s all.
i`ve slowly moved on. today i`ve made a small improvement again, proud of myself. *grinnies*
and in advance,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO WICKY KOR AND XINNI ON THE 12TH OF JULY!!!
pictures? till then... =))
soaked with emotions.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:33 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
i found it. dar knows what is it. by chance. fortunate or unfortunate?
i`ve sort of decided i want to do it. there's really nothing i can do anymore anyways. =)
i freed myself but tie myself down again at the same time? what a contradiction it may seem. but nobody cares anyways, right? =)
12:18 AM
i found it. dar knows what is it. by chance. fortunate or unfortunate?
i`ve sort of decided i want to do it. there's really nothing i can do anymore anyways. =)
i freed myself but tie myself down again at the same time? what a contradiction it may seem. but nobody cares anyways, right? =)
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:18 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
as the saying goes, temptations are hard to resist??? game or not?
looks like my blog`s collecting damn loads of dust specks. i had to apologise `cos i`ve been really busy the past weeks. simply had no time to even come online, let alone to update my blog. alot of things happened during my disappearance from my blog. tonnes to speak off. well, i know you people will complain so i`ll try to cut my post short, simple and sweet.
work wise, needless to say, keeps piling up and getting on my nerves. suffocation`d almost torn me apart. i need a good rest. really do. badly. praying much for one too. =X frankly speaking so, i would like much to either complain the heavy workload i`m given for or simply just throw my shoe at the management and just leave for good. but being impulsive is bad also. someone just complained i`m blur like sotong and am a stupid dumb ass. -.- do i get bullied easily nowadays? am i so different from the past years? advise me, those who knew me since the younger days.
my feelings were so complicating. it`s hard to describe. there are certain things i`m so afraid now. even assurance won`t work. it seems like a barrier. it's hard to hurdle it across. i`m not sure if i`ve forgotten *him but that`s definitely not the problem. i value kinships, friendships and every little or great relationships. he made me realised it's hurting to lose a love and a friend, especially one whom you were once close to. i forsee everything before i dive into it. that's my forte and my death point. i can choose to plan before things happen BUT i will dread the thing i`m facing. like now. somehow i don`t think it`s the correct time yet. and there are vast differences between us. i love freedom and control but i prefer the first latter, while i think you prefer the second. our ages are of no concerns to you, but they are to me because i've a bad experience on that. you thought i mind the financial status of my other half while i beg to differ. you want to settle down early but i had already planned my near future so i may not agree with you. the next 2 or 3 years you may have to commit to the country. i can wait if i want to but what i dread is one or the both of us may change our minds and will affect us adversely. i do not want anymore emotional downturns. my heart may not make it. these are only some of the differences i thought about. there seems to be more. i`m not ready like i seems to be. is my analysis wrong? and i`m not worthy enough i think. so the conclusion is that the problems lie in me not him. i need to cross myself before i can reach you.
by the way raymond`s in hospital. he ain't getting any better. getting us worried for him. been praying that he'll get well soon. though we may tangle ourselves in arguments at times, i still care. DO NOT TAKE ME SERIOUS WHEN I TALK IN ANGER. i try to be understanding already and i think i am, but things are bad still. he said i was over sensitive but i don`t think so. mr chan, i quarrel with you some other day, you rest for the time being. =)
meanwhile i work hard to earn my pay for my studies. and to pay for my meals. haha.. it`s dinner time. *munchies*
waiting for dar to call me later. =)
7:10 PM
as the saying goes, temptations are hard to resist??? game or not?
looks like my blog`s collecting damn loads of dust specks. i had to apologise `cos i`ve been really busy the past weeks. simply had no time to even come online, let alone to update my blog. alot of things happened during my disappearance from my blog. tonnes to speak off. well, i know you people will complain so i`ll try to cut my post short, simple and sweet.
work wise, needless to say, keeps piling up and getting on my nerves. suffocation`d almost torn me apart. i need a good rest. really do. badly. praying much for one too. =X frankly speaking so, i would like much to either complain the heavy workload i`m given for or simply just throw my shoe at the management and just leave for good. but being impulsive is bad also. someone just complained i`m blur like sotong and am a stupid dumb ass. -.- do i get bullied easily nowadays? am i so different from the past years? advise me, those who knew me since the younger days.
my feelings were so complicating. it`s hard to describe. there are certain things i`m so afraid now. even assurance won`t work. it seems like a barrier. it's hard to hurdle it across. i`m not sure if i`ve forgotten *him but that`s definitely not the problem. i value kinships, friendships and every little or great relationships. he made me realised it's hurting to lose a love and a friend, especially one whom you were once close to. i forsee everything before i dive into it. that's my forte and my death point. i can choose to plan before things happen BUT i will dread the thing i`m facing. like now. somehow i don`t think it`s the correct time yet. and there are vast differences between us. i love freedom and control but i prefer the first latter, while i think you prefer the second. our ages are of no concerns to you, but they are to me because i've a bad experience on that. you thought i mind the financial status of my other half while i beg to differ. you want to settle down early but i had already planned my near future so i may not agree with you. the next 2 or 3 years you may have to commit to the country. i can wait if i want to but what i dread is one or the both of us may change our minds and will affect us adversely. i do not want anymore emotional downturns. my heart may not make it. these are only some of the differences i thought about. there seems to be more. i`m not ready like i seems to be. is my analysis wrong? and i`m not worthy enough i think. so the conclusion is that the problems lie in me not him. i need to cross myself before i can reach you.
by the way raymond`s in hospital. he ain't getting any better. getting us worried for him. been praying that he'll get well soon. though we may tangle ourselves in arguments at times, i still care. DO NOT TAKE ME SERIOUS WHEN I TALK IN ANGER. i try to be understanding already and i think i am, but things are bad still. he said i was over sensitive but i don`t think so. mr chan, i quarrel with you some other day, you rest for the time being. =)
meanwhile i work hard to earn my pay for my studies. and to pay for my meals. haha.. it`s dinner time. *munchies*
waiting for dar to call me later. =)
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 7:10 PM